The past two years have been a tumultuous rollercoaster in my RL. I have the scars to prove it, and I wear them proudly. I’ve survived. A few months ago I started a new chapter in my life, and like most new beginnings, I went in with the optimism of a child, all smiles and good intentions. Then things get hard and you have to make a choice. Throw in the towel or tough it out and be persistent and make the adjustments necessary to make your situation a success. That’s real life.
But what about my Second Life? As my real life changes, I find my SL time becoming less and less, but all the more precious to me because it’s not unlimited any longer. I find myself struggling to do all the things I want to do, while keeping everyone else happy too. I wish I could find a balance, but I’m one of those people that lives by extremes. I’m either all in, or I’m out. It’s the way I’m built. So I’ve been pondering all this crazy stuff in my head, and actually losing sleep over it. Crazy, no?
So, this morning at 4:30 am, after tossing and turning most of the night, I logged in, slipped into my warm Cardigan and Jeans from J.H. Couture, and enjoyed a few precious morning moments on my new homeland to just stretch, and breathe and regroup. I need to figure out where I’m going from here…
What Am I Wearing?
Skin: Izzie’s Faith Pale w/Freckles Tattoo
Hair: [e] Over in Red 05
Makeup: Izzie’s Lipstick in Rust and Gaeline Creations Eyeliner v2
Cardigan: J.H. Couture Celine Mesh Cardigan in Teal
Shirt: LMD Fairy Tee Cream A [JL]
Jeans: J.H. Coture Giselle Mesh Skinny Jeans in Blue
Necklace: Maxi Gossamer High Tea & Cupcakes Necklace for FAIR